Hikkikomori's World

2009-09-23T02:17:00.001+08:00

new blog link @ http://revival-call.blogspot.com

(:

2009-08-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

gotta start mugging.

maths.

ki.

econs.

history.

and get BBBD at least...

i need my h3 D=

time passes so fast in jc..

by a blink of an eye, its almost the end of the year. o.O

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2009-08-21T00:19:00.002+08:00

yay finishing lit review :D

2250 words le omg overshot x.x

gg next week 3 tests.

havent start studying o.O

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how can anyone expect me to treat you virtuously,

to treat you like a friend because of your innate qualities,

when you are wearing that mask of deception,

or at least i think you are.

i may be skeptical but it's all to protect myself.

of course, you may be thinking the same thing.

2009-08-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

1month + left to promos, and i am still slacking.

way to go. -.-

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Excuses.

i make them.

you make them.

they are an integral part of life.

but have you ever thought of the fact that excuses too are lies?

it's just a lie that we all make to improve our self-interests.

we are all, insofar, utilitarians.

forget your morals.

realise that you are a liar at the core.

live on with the fact that you are a liar,

and rot with it.

die with it.

humans are filled and corrupted with deception even to the core.

2009-08-12T19:32:00.001+08:00

somewhere along the road,

i changed.

realized the despair and pain,

the lies that shrouds our lives.

got pessimistic,

started to realise the falsities that people portray.

how so many people in my life are simply wearing masks of their own,

a smiling face now,

contorts into a perverse smile like Jigsaw.

How so many people wave a hand at you now,

and wave a dagger at your back later.

how sickening this world is.

but i have comfort in knowing that there are real friends,

ones who i can trust,

even if it may not last.

with this friends i may be able to survive the craziness of this world,

the plotting, scheming of those who claim to be friends,

those who ignore you now and try to be cozy later when it affects their self-interest.

how many true friends can we find in this world?

how many aren't simply pretending for their own self benefit?

how many aren't simply socializing with you because there is a need to?

how many aren't simply acting out their friendliness, and is all ready to stab you in the back when they have to?

it disgusts me when i think of it.

i wish those who would fake through their lives bon voyage,

for their lives would end up in despair and self-carnage.

I am enlightened, even by a little bit,

the world,

is a blob of lies and deceit,

unruly and ready to kill all who is not prepared for it.

ready to affect them with a chronic poison,

one that won't kill them instantly,

but slowly drive them to their end.

slowly, slowly,

it will come.

and i shall be prepared for it.

2009-08-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

"why would we want to be superficial with you?"

true.

maybe the death of ivan ilyich did get to my head.

but it does bring a new perspective to my world.

now i realise the importance of reflecting upon our lives,

as well as extrapolating my viewpoint to that of a third-person view.

to see my whole life as it goes on,

but would i be able to save this wretched life of mine?

anyway russian literature rocks.

now reading crime and punishment.

the writers were able to depict and illustrate solely with words, that atmosphere of demise, depression, sorrow, pain, conflict, contradictions.

Let's hope i can remain sane (albeit barely) for the rest of these few years.

and hopefully i can see through the superficial and the superfluous.

i shall try.

2009-08-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

i despise pricks who think that they are the smartest brains in the world.

Because only i have the rights to think so.

don't try to be normative with me.

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the superficiality of the world is disgusting.

no one can be trusted.

no one should be trusted.

no one really means what they say.

everyone is selfish.

since this is the case,

on what grounds should i trust others?

on what grounds should i do things for "the greater good"?

i shall just ensure my own survival.

2009-08-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a little boy, who always thought that the world revolved around him.

This boy doesn't know rejection, for he has never faced such.
This boy doesn't know "no", because he only takes "yes" for an answer.
This boy doesn't know the realities of the world, for he was sheltered in his own home.

He was mesmerized by girls he liked, and he tried to ask them out.

Again and again, he was given the excuse "i am busy".

Despite the obvious underlying intents behind such excuses, the boy refused to relent.

He doesn't get it, or simply, refuses to accept it.

Accept the fact that he was rejected.

He believed that if he asked enough times,miracles would happen.

He tried repetitively, even if he understood that the outcome was near absolute.

He was simply being rejected.

"If the world is to reject me, i would rather reject the world" says the depressed boy who had faced rejection ever since April 26th.

Never had he been successful at anything, and additionally these excuses were driving him mad.

"I will take this last step, for that is all i deserve."

and he jumped.

The world went on as usual, and no one dropped a tear, since no one cared about him.

He was just another passing soul.

He was not mourned.

not cried upon,

not missed,

not significant.

And all was well.

2009-08-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

i am getting real tired of life.

2009-07-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

wow 101th post.

i get jealous too easily.

even when that person isn't even with me.

i am probably just lonely.

a failed loser who just needs a companion.

i want to see the day where i can post a happy post.

maybe not in the near future.

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My social darwinist approach to life seem to be making me emotionally detached.

the weak shouldn't be bothered about.

but how strong am i myself?

i fall at every step i take,

and the fucking "i am busy" excuse is over-used.

like seriously.

i get your point.

fuck.

2009-07-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

am i even trying?

I don't think so.

I stopped trying since 26th April.

perhaps that's why i am so laid back nowadays.

there's no point trying,

plus "i am doing well anyway. why try harder?"

BDDD is my definition of well, anyway.

i am emo-ing and passing on these feelings of self-inflicted pain and punishment, even when i have not tried and simply given up.

Shall i be assertive?

Even if not, at the very least,

I Will Try Harder.

2009-07-20T02:53:00.002+08:00

「正しい事をやってば、きっと何も起これないでしょう」

じゃ、「正しい事」って何？

正義か？義理か？　心の導きか？

自分に解らないなら、如何すれば「正しい事」をするの？

なら、「正しい事｣をしない。

したい事をすればいいと思います。

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fufufu.

NDP'09 NEshow was nice! :D

much better than the first one i went lol

fireworks was super cool (i worry about the pollution though)

so much crap to do..

taiwan buddy coming soon too =X

got stupid briefing tmr..i end school at 1 they plan at 4 wtf.

wanted to go watch 20th century boys with lytien =(

fuck.

can't even have one day off. zz

cant wait for 9th august to come..i'll be free from all these commitments and i can finally sit down and rest.. oh wait promos come after that. Ha.ha.ha.

maybe slitting my wrist would be better.

but i refuse to be labelled "emo"

and i still thinking people who slit their wrists are retarded.

i shall tank it and see my hair grow whiter.

i miss the times where i was a kid, where stress was a joke.

it became serious since godknowswhen.

2009-07-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

recovered from my illness! :D

but then got this freaking big ulcer (as big as my tooth wtheck) that is damn pain..

pain until i gave up on eating at all -.-

got back maths!

53/100 -.-

4th in class somemore LOL

damn win~

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どんな時代でも、どんな時でも、
君を思っている。。多分。
じゃないなら、多分他の女を思っているｗｗｗｗｗ

2009-07-09T18:59:00.002+08:00

Fever + Cough + Runny Nose + Sore throat + Sore eyes.

i smell something fishy.

HAHA.

maybe death's gates have opened? o.O

oh well.

let's try to be optimistic (shock!)

maybe not death. hospital visit?

2009-07-08T19:00:00.003+08:00

i am getting the impression that everyone's busy.

everyone.

i don't think i can be worthy of anyone's time.

i am after all just a speck of sand in everyone's desert.

you do not have to care about me.

i am worthless.

inconspicuous.

i could just die one day and no one would care.

maybe some might drop their tears.

but who would remember me 1 week later?

i guess no one.

no one could care more about me.

no one knows what i am thinking.

and i don't plan on telling anyone.

i may be selfish,

but all i want is a little time.

guess that's too hard.

maybe i am thinking too much.

or not.

2009-07-08T18:56:00.002+08:00

how do i trust anyone?

i don't think i trust anyone at all.

it is so easy to simply put up an aura of mistrust around yourself,

and so hard to get yourself to trust anyone.

not after your trust backfires.

and you suffer the backlash.

what is trust?

a consensual bond between 2 persons,

acknowledging and believing in each other.

i don't think i can do that.

Not anymore.

2009-07-07T23:32:00.004+08:00

sian e-learning.

just found out i had work to do lol.

-.- o well go play dota.

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i am but minuscule,

not worthy of anyone's time,

ignored and eschewed,

i cry when the bells chime.

there is no need for your fake pity,

for in the world i place my mistrust.

in this beautiful city,

i alone cry and weep,

i alone am left behind,

left alone to sigh,

left alone to cry,

for the world has forsaken me.

2009-07-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

So many things to say =)

firstly i am 5th kyu for kendo :D

and i finally wear armor le lol

its a totally different kendo from now on D=

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BLOCK TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER YAY.

screwed..but who cares.

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NDP IS SUPER DUPER COOL :D

even though its a rehearsal..

with fake presidents and all,

the fireworks was still dazzling =)

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pain is an anesthesia,

to relieve my anxieties,

i can't stand the pressure,

and i am falling into depression.

2009-06-28T20:23:00.002+08:00

R.I.P
Block Test Results,
June 29th - July 3rd.
"It sucked."

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Decided to just focus on social sciences for ki lol

so hard to mug ki i just decided to read through random text on wiki and stanford philo encyclopedia and mug fallacies lol.

die die die.

die die die.
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jiayou everyone for block tests~

2009-06-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

-SCREWED FOR BLOCKS-

*raise white flag*

only done with (almost) 3 topics for maths D=

3 days left. and i am STILL on maths. WTF.

nvm gonna pia tomorrow (ah i said the taboo word).

and tomorrow. and tomorrow again.

Tomorrow will never come.

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MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG RARW RARW RARW

my imsomnia is coming back to me. good job.

D=

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Oh well..

I can Procrastinate Tomorrow.

2009-06-22T01:37:00.002+08:00

17,000 students have voted. Have you?

LOL one more week of holidays come on!

head down to http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore --> bottom left hand corner --> vote "Extend Holidays" :D

even if theres like very little hope, theres still hope! hehe

spreading like wildfire lol this news. XD

think this is one of the most active participation rates ever seen by CNA LOL

gg only covered 1 chapter for maths..screwed!

2009-06-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

Ever laughed for 5minutes non-stop for no reason?

i did LOL

on the bus somemore x.x

so baifeng was like practicing his evil laughter for kicks...then i started laughing...then i went on a self-induced high and kept laughing LOL

then he saw and continued laughing...then stop..then start again.... XD

damn funny how he will follow suit once i start laughing HAHAHA

the 2 aunties at the front were like turning around and staring at us roflll

laughing really de-stresses!

its so fun and lame =D

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I have (finally) started MUGGING.

1 chapter down. 8 more to go wtheck. for maths nia..

still got history ki and econs wthelllll RAWR

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I can't see that light,

shining through that chapel,

all i can see is that darkness,

lurking in the corner.

2009-06-16T13:53:00.003+08:00

AT WENHAO's HOUSE for the 2nd time now! XD

RCLF IS SUPERDUPERUBER FUN :D

ENVSIG FOR THE WIN!! =3

took like 400+ pics in 2days XD

i miss rclf =(

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NYA is super competitive...=(

i hate politics..and i am in it -.-

chief minister of the parliament of the national youth assembly LOL

Future Empowerment Party WOOSH~

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wenhao me and ashley shall start mugging soon..

my first attempt to mug in the holidays! LOL

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ja ne~

2009-06-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

1 Knowledge & Inquiry H2 56 C 8 78%
2 Mathematics H2 40 S 557 48%
3 Biology H2 73.3 A 26 95%
4 Economics H2 60 B 440 51%
5 History H2 NA NA/Exempted 0 0%
6 Economics H1 76 A 1 100%

my results on isp lol.

in particular this is win

Economics H1 76 A 1 100%
Biology H2 73.3 A 26 95%
roflmaooooo.

of course..this is only for me to shuang..since i dont actually take econs or bio anymore LOL

just a little something good that was left over from the old class i guess.

2009-06-07T16:40:00.002+08:00

me ha abandonado el mundo.

mis amigos me han dejado.

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i have come to the dire conclusion that i am bound to screw up my blocks D=

must .. start... mugging...

...

..

come to think of it, i have yet to seriously mug for exams like i did for sec 4 o.O

i just got that holiday mood perma going on x)

ok.

i shall mug tomorrow.

just hope that i won't say that tomorrow.

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Raffles Community Leaders Forum '09 is tomorrow! :D

ashley wenhao and lester in my group lol..hope got more ppl i know =)

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not going for vaunt le i guess .. no money no time no energy D=

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that spirit,

crestfallen,dejected,

wandering through the emptiness of eternity,

straggling through the paths of nothing-ness,

wishing to be loved,

to be cared,

to be kissed and hugged,

but he shall never be loved.

No one will love you,

you wretched soul.

2009-06-02T02:24:00.002+08:00

harmoc concert was good =)

all the popular pieces were played quite nicely :D

i like to zanarkand the most XD

reminds me of my final fantasy days...

which reminds me that ff xiii is coming out soon =DD

looks like i gotta go get a ps3 soon x)

holidays so siannnnn rawr

week 2 and 3 totally gone to RCLF and WLC woot.

need to mug x.x
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That diminishing ray of light,

that last drop of hope,

subsumed by the growing darkness,

as the night grows.

2009-05-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

public speaking workshop sucks.

waste my time and cause me to throw away my ndp leadership training... this is fucked up.

2 days before holidays..and i just lost my holiday mood =.=

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twisted rainbows,

rotting flowers,

dying birds,

withering grass,

the earth desecrated,

the skies forlorn and full of gloom,

this is my Eden,

my paradise,

my land of joy,

my Nirvana.

2009-05-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

HARUHI SECOND SEASON IS HERE..(well technically its a rerun of the first + new episodes)

ALL HAIL OUR GODDESS HARUHI'S RETURN.

K-ON SHALL FALL LOL.

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went to dance night =D

quite cool lah the hiphop and break =D

i cant appreciate cdance x.x

why 4g outing became 5man outing..i don't know.

also happening was the nya(national youth assembly) interview..

wa tio rjc guy in my interview group..

hopefully i stand a chance =X

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Painfully,

collapsing to the ground,

tears dropping,

emotions overflowing.

i lost sight,

lost the will to live.

I cannot love,

I cannot trust,

I cannot be a human.

Weakly,

trying to grab on

grab on to that last shadow,

heart aching,

face contorting,

i want to love,

i want to trust,

but the world have abandoned me.

2009-05-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

I TOTALLY <3 SCANDAL :D

their style is so cool! and they are hot =3

along with AKB48 and stereopony they are my top 3 groups now <3

wow i realised by passing my ki test i had received 72th percentile LOL

thats even more hardcore than maths =.=

2009-05-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO got into MOE's Taiwan Exchange Programme :D

so now.. hosting taiwan ppl in july! :D

then after that end of year get to go japan and taiwan =DDDD

MY EAST ASIA TOUR OH YEA OH YEA XD

14-22 Nov -> JAPAN! :D

28Nov to mid-Dec -> TAIWAN! :D

now to decide what stuffs i would like to buy there.. heh

on a sadder note,

i got 16/40 for maths =(

S LEH S LEH WTH WTH T_T

careless rawr rawr rawrrrrrrrrr

CSM TOMORO TIME TO SLACK :D

2009-05-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Maths x Econs test tmr = die.

even a maths loser like me can fathom this equation. D=

and i am kinda unimpressed by how some teachers assume that all arts students want to fail maths. o.O

i want to own too you know! and ur comments arent helping much. =(

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of course, there's the much anticipated KI LIT REVIEW X GPP = DIE AGAIN equation. =/

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frolicking in the land of Eden,

in the land of paradise,

Do i expect to find happiness?

Do i seek joy and fulfillment?

What i seek, is that apple,

that incessant bit of human thirst,

that desire,

that greed,

that Original Sin.

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Climbing through the skies,

cutting through the clouds,

i seek the Seventh Heaven,

to confront the angels,

to see their palace desecrated,

to take the seat of God.

2009-05-13T23:07:00.002+08:00

To-do List:
Mr Quek's "I am Sorry for not listening to your instructions" essay
Econs Tutorial (old)
Econs Tutorial (new)
Maths Tutorial (4b/5a)
Mug Econs
Mug Maths
Do KI Lit Review
Mug History
do history essay outline

planning to do in these few days : no.

=.=

so much work.

so little resolve.

so much commitment.

i am so full of bullshit.

2009-05-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

Wedding dinners are great revelations on how nice love can get.

every time i watch couples do all the stuff they do at wedding dinners,

it makes me wonder whether they can still do that 20 years down the road,

braving all the problems of life like money, work and children.

i wonder if they would uphold the vow they make, til death shall we part.

i wonder how many people out there have already broken this vow,

and how our dear god will deal with them.
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Maybe i am detached from the world,

or maybe i am just in a delusion that i am.

2009-05-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

ずっと、追いかけた。
追いかけても、前に進めない、友人たちから措いた。
奔って、奔って。
奔っても、届けないけど。
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so many things to do,
so little time.
boohoo. =(

operation 4g gathering is underway :D

went for jts for A10! :D

so funny the seniors x)

we went to sakae sushi :D

our table ate 50 plates WAHAHA

also, flea-ker of hope was like totally such a girls' thing x.x

all the stuff they sell are girls stuff =.=

all the guys were like "wth man why all girls stuff!" xD

we sold candy floss :)

so fun to make candy floss! XD

i think i can be less emo..or not?

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Most Found Their Heaven,
Some stayed on Earth.
Yet i am damned,
to wander Hell forever.

Most found their love,
some remained stoic,
yet i am cursed,
to be loveless for eternity.

Most have seen the light,
Some stayed in the gray region,
yet i am forced,
to perpetually see nothing but black.

Maybe i am just selfish,
egocentric, and self-centred,

Maybe i am jealous,
full of hatred and envy,

Or maybe,
i have not yet learned to love,
to accept, to change my views,
to understand, to take that first step,

to say "i love you."

2009-05-02T12:55:00.002+08:00

Siao liao..

my personal timetable getting so screwed..

thing i overachieved liao D=

limit break!

>.<

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maybe i should slow down and enjoy life.

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Overflowing despair and agony,

Overwhelming sadness and sorrow,

Floods the fields of my heart,

Drowns the ghosts of my past.

Nothing remains,

Nothing survives,

but death and decay,

darkness and mourning,

2009-04-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

i have 2 powerpoints to do..

and i feeling like sleeping right now D=

damn..

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took my first history test this year..

gonna get screwed probably. D=

so much stuff to cope with nowadays..

my hair will be all white by end of this year naturally lol

getting so exhausted nowadays..feels like my soul is being drained out. bleh.

just bought a new stephen kings book xD

suddenly feel like getting edgar allen poe's books and h.p. lovecraft's books as well.

horror just makes me feel so good.

1408 (the novel) was kinda nice, but it was too short =(

well..it was only 70 odd (very odd) minutes that dear mike eslin spent in room 1408..can't drag that long even if he wanted to xD

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arts is so so so slack.

i get 2 hours breaks on average evryday :D

2009-04-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

finally get to change class and finally got back to my dear history lessons =D

SEA history and cold war history now..

obviously cold war's gonna be the bitch like it was last year. =(

but who cares.

history's 1000x more fun than say, chemistry. :D

sorry s70 peeps.

science just isn't my thing..don't intend to sleep through the last 2 years of my school days =X

i shall live it like it was the last day everyday.

and make it fun and full of joy.

even if the whole world fail me..

i shall not fail myself.

2009-04-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

fuck this world.

"We hope you can contribute to the school in a positive light."

i tried.

i apply for something else, and guess what fucking message i get.

"we hope you can contribute to the community in your own special way."

FUCK YOU.

I TRIED EVERY SINGLE WAY TO TRY TO SERVE THE SCHOOL AND WHAT THE FUCK DO I GET.

I GET THIS BULLSHIT.

AND U EXPECT ME TO TRY HARDER?

Even God has his limits.

much less me.

Have u ever tried failing in every single endeavor for a month or so,

and getting this bloody message saying "we hope you succeed in your future endeavors" ?

Fucking hypocrisy.

I AM BLOODY REACHING LIMIT BREAK.

STOP FUCKING SCREWING WITH ME.

GOD DAMN YOU ALL.

how much more do you want to screw with my life?

HOW MUCH MORE.

i am not the one that fails.

its this world that failed.

2009-04-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

DBSK Share the World! :D

woke up at 6+ to go help zhikai with his project.. ended up 2hours late lol =.=

at least everything turned out well...went door to door to promote the anti-litter message o.O

"come on come on everybody let's share the good times."

dbsk songs so nice :D

but the mv kinda a letdown lol.

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so many weird people in this world that need to get a life -.-

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and i missed violin lessons 5 times in a row..busy saturdays ftl.

2009-04-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to make out of my current mental state.

unstable, close to insanity?

emo?

i dunno.

and my decision making skills definitely have not increased since a year ago.

i am still undecisive, and still can't tell whos the one i like.

why can't things remain ambiguous forever?

because the one i like will never like someone so escapist as i.

meanwhile, i think my life as a good student is already on the rocks.

please. no more late waking ups. =/

today woke up at 9am LOL

=.=

2009-04-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

the past 10 days or so was horror to me.

i have been in a nervous rack, screwed up all my work, decided on something, and now hope that everything can go fine.

i lost sight of what i aimed for, and at that last moment, lost everything i worked so hard for.

i became too complacent, and at that last moment, got into a mental breakdown.

i got the worst questions, and at that last moment, no answers.

i got the worst luck, and at that last moment, it came back to haunt me.

i have failed.

and i will NOT fail in my life again.

2009-03-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

Support T.E.H for Council!

Taylor x Eugene x Han Yong! x)

elections next tuesday!

super anxious. >.<

and i got a lot of crap to do other than council -.-

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Hopefully bad luck does not extend until next tuesday.

kami-sama ni inotteru.

shinjiru.

soshite, kanarazu kiseki wa kuru.

to omou.
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ONCE AGAIN VOTE FOR T.E.H! :D

2009-03-23T20:44:00.002+08:00

1 Week left to Campaign Week.

2 Weeks left to The Final Reckoning.

let's hope all goes well.

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Council Vid Is Fun to MAKE! X)

i think its already my favorite part of council campaigning xD

you all must watch out for my vid okay! HAHA

=D
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hope i dont screw up my bio test >.<

or maths or chem or ki or econs for that matter.

hope i dont screw up SCHOOL.

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i am like a facebook camper now D=

this is bad..

2009-03-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

went to watching coming soon on wednesday!

"DO YOU REALLY WANT TO WATCH ME DIE!" *angry face*

angry ghost is angry.

its like a movie made to warn you not to pirate movies..and not to watch movies either.

i am curious as to what happened to the whole cinema-ful of ppl in the last scene. if they all die it'll be interesting..no one would ever dare to watch a movie. lol.

super scary.

and SOMEONE was freaked out by the whole "hands come from behind face and hands start to gorge your eyes out" scene! xP

and people said this isnt the scariest the producer has made.

he also made a few other nice movies like shutter (which i thought was kinda boring), 4bia and alone.

movie marathon at night, anyone? X)

had fun! XD

met kenny too at amk hub after she went home.

was buying cake for his mum o.O

so qiao la everyday see people at amk hub =.=

then after that at dhoby ghaut saw jon o.O

singapore is small indeed.

2009-03-18T00:57:00.003+08:00

Interact March Camp 09! fun!! XD

and super duper uber tiring DD=

not much pics but they are all uploaded onto facebook! =D

kids are super hard to control can!

run here..run there..run everywhere!!!

but they are quite fun la!

and cute especially when they dress up for the dressup contest! X)

but i not paedophile horrrr! >(

hehe.
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Today went for "Combined BSP Group Outing" with shuting, peixian, sean, jon and wei xiang.

none from my bsp group except me, the facil. =.=

basically is "their bsp group outing with one guy from another group" LOL

wanted to watch coming soon but got denied access by the ticket lady sobsob!

then went to play bowling..

shuting managed to impress by maintaining a hard-to-get score of 0 for 4 turns! LOL.

then a 9..then 0 all the way again! HAHA x)

i got 50+ and 60+ respectively..very noob la T_T

then we went to angmokio while sean and peixian went off to bras basah buy his guitar.

saw so many people today!!

on the way to marina already saw ebner le!

then at marina saw leonard and his classmate going for ct outing.

then at amk hub saw leon first, then after that saw patricia wenhao xinyan junxian francis and a lot of ppl! sg is really small.

bought a pair of everlast shoes! 55.90 T_T but looks quite nice! 8D

tmr shall go get my converse bag and clothes hehe.
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2 Weeks Left.

1 Campaign.

Are you ready to Spam the school with fun by Overloading it with T.E.H?

Let's all be SOT.

Just Do It. TEH Way.

2009-03-15T21:37:00.005+08:00

The win scene of gundam 00 second season ep 23.

so that's libbons' secret weapon. =.=

millions of mobile suits shot out of his private spaceship.

=.=

where the heck he get all the resources and money from D=

innovator's innovation.. lol. and i thought he had some gigantic gundam suit or smth.

and..TRANS-SPAM FAIL.

why is everyone getting trans-am now..darn you billy-backstabber! rawr! >(

anyway i am gonna miss gundam 00 =/

soo kewl!

hope i can fill in the void with FMA's new series..

and BONES MAKE DARKER THAN BLACK 2 ALREADY! T_T

2009-03-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

RAH! SIAN.

would there ever be a day,

where i can peacefully pass my time,

without thinking of work,

without thinking of emo crap,

without thinking of thinking? =(

can't even enjoy the passing minutes now. =.=

damn you jc.

u screwed my life up rawr.
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who wants to go watch departures!

its a morbid show but its an oscar winning movie and its in jap too! =D

this one week holidays is like totally useless x.x

its not long enough, so it feels like a failed attempt at giving us a break.

how bout a 1month holiday huh. x)

i need new shoes / bag / clothes! D=

money constraints ..rawr.
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...And she left without leaving a note again.

2009-03-14T19:24:00.004+08:00

Mathematics H2 - 26.7/100. U. Rank 984/~1200. Percentile 11%

Economics H1 - 84/100. A. Rank 2/few hundred. Percentile 98%.

LOL I AM 2nd in the whole level for Economics h1. whos the first o.O

2nd in level for economics, and last 11% of the whole cohort for maths. LOLOLOL.

8/30 still better than 100+ ppl..not bad. lol =.=

2009-03-14T19:01:00.002+08:00

09S70 blog is now up! =D

qilingr.blogspot.com! xD

go s70-ers!

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And here i am left alone,

thinking what i have done wrong,

when the fact is,

she was the one who left me.

2009-03-14T16:45:00.002+08:00

ahh 1 week holidays.

the perfect time to emo.

or do homework.

or... CATCH UP ON MY 20 series of anime D=

or mug for bio / chem =(
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Life's Bad with BL. LOL.
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Rainy days, every day! wthhheck.

everyday rain until sian =/

mood also become sullied =(

i got 8/30 for maths test! yay me!

if u passed maths test, u are better than 57% of the school D=
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on the other hand..i topped class for econs o.O

lol. but its only h1 =(

21/25 when i just studied the morning of the test. go me. x.x
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my violin skills rapidly deproving! DAMN YOU JC.

i want my free time backkkk. =/

so much money spent within 1 month..like few hundred liao can T_T

jc is a money drain a time drain and a LIFE DRAIN.

i sleep everyday..that nvr happened in high school =O

time to adapt. that's what men do best.

2009-03-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

no one reads this piece of crap anyway..thus i can emo all i want.

firstly on the issue of backstabbing..

screw you.

promising me you wont tell then stabbing me the next day?

i am not stupid.

sorry but i cant see you as a friend anymore.
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secondly,

on my out-of-worldly illusions that somehow promises are made to me.

its all my imagination i guess.

promises are nothing but sweet whispers and nice words.

it all boils down to nothing.

i am stupid to have believe any pact was ever made.

i am stupid.

i am the lowest priority on other people's priority list.

and i put them at the top.

how stupid can i get.

how stupid can i freaking get.

to get pangsehed time and time after again, and still expect them to still fulfill their promises.

i am stupid. really stupid.
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i hate myself.

i hate this school.

i hate this world.

how can anyone be so cruel.

i am just a kid,

and they impose all these social tortures on me.

2009-03-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

went to japanese primary school @ changi on saturday for kendo auditions! =D

Let's look for good things in our friends!

let's connect with everyone in the world!

japan is a peace-loving country as seen from here! =)

kendo training was crazy!

we did the "men" strikes, the slow one and the fast one..

all the ppl going for the auditions were like 20+ 30+ can!

and i am like the youngest D=

spent like 50mins learning basic posture and the men strikes.

swung the shinai like 300 times at least =X

then after that supposed to do 10 times of both strikes in front of the senseis

hope i passed! =X

my hands totally disabled la can T_T
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today crazy!

didnt know that the "dry run" at macritchie is actually a full run of the cross country wth.

4.2km D=

with a bad cough.

how nice =.=

lucky i brought my mp3 along :D

realised my running speed increases exponentially when i listen to my ipod!

praise apple! XD

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council expose made me really how extensive the council actually is!

hope that i'll get into council! :D

VOTE FOR ME GUYS! =D

2009-02-28T00:05:00.002+08:00

sustaining a dead blog is interesting.

let's see how long i can last..
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Emotions are high and flying.

jc life wears me down =(

my heart aches, and my soul burns.

i feel contempt, jealousy, politics all rolled up into one.

a 100% efficient way of killing yourself.

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O.M.G I PASSED JLPT3!!!!!

juxtaposing the letter and my results,

"passing score for ...level 2,3 and 4 - 60% (i.e. 240marks)"

my results: "Writing-Vocabulary: 69/100" "Listening-70/100" "reading-grammar: 104/200 (WIN.) "

"Total: 243/400"

i scraped a pass!

but hey, i didn't study! xD

2009-02-23T00:13:00.002+08:00

Trust you by Yuna Itou is out!

I <3 GUNDAM 00 MUSIC! =D

swear i shall get to translating lyrics of songs someday..

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Decided that i shall run for the 36th Council!

=)

vote for me fellow aresians! =D

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Saturday was interact Orientation camp! =D

its a camp but it's only 1 day actually xD

i-group 5 for the win! X)

jin hao me wen wei zhikan serene jocelyn jeraldine and yunjia!

=D

first commserve starts this monday!

anyway we played a lot of games like water bomb x dog and bone, and a game where we have to drink up kickapoo + soy sauce if someone says something and they had done it before....first to finish wins.

i simply said "i didn't have a relationship before." and everyone drank up. good win.

x)

but is it supposed to be happy or sad D=

our skit rocks!

about this guy with no life who joins interact and got life.. xD

won assorted snacks like m and m and roller coaster haha

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went to swirl after that with fellow interactors to play games and eat ice cream! =D

realised that there were 2 dbsk fangirls in interact!

jo and joey! hahahah

they were saying how i sound like yoochun (which qianrui says is totally wrong. :O)

hahah asked me to say various sentences (supposed said by yoochun before xD)

super random xD
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KI tutorial question 4: Is there a real table? What is a real table? =)

own.
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i am just one lonely soul wandering the abysmal depths of this world.

no one to accompany me, no one to walk with me, no one to talk to me.

2009-02-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

Welcome to the most exhilirating psychotic mental roller coaster of the year! D:

Ride includes:
2 nygh papers
10 maths questions from tutorial
1 chem worksheet
4 sets of bio notes
3 sets of ki notes

ALL IN 3 DAYS.

GET YOUR RIDE NAO.
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JC workload is overwhelming rawr.

TIME MANAGEMENT I NEED.

peer pressure on the maximum!

realizing that your whole class except you had tried more than 3 questions does spur you on to go the extra mile! :F

taking a subject completely foreign to me and a select handful of ppl just rocks.

FAC DANCE IS UBER COOL.

went for MAD lessons for fun lololol.

staying out everyday til 7-8pm is crazeeeee. >.<

the power level...its..it's...IT'S OVER 9000!

2009-02-14T15:45:00.002+08:00

yay.

-.- woke up at 7am for this rawr.

going out with lytien and his classmate later..

pink panther 2!
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orientation was all about SODACHE!

songs dances and cheers!!

wish orientation would just keep on going on and on -.-

went for CT supper at Newton Food Centre!

was playing zong ji mi ma..

then suddenly random stall owner take out his camera (reckon he's a stomper) and took pics of us mixing up random food..

he say we shouldn't mix food around in a non-disposable bowl..

later tio stomp..then we good game.

cedrych tried to fight back and said "don't care let's continue.."

but the majority won and we settled for mixing food in a plastic cup instead. o.O

talk about citizen journalism.
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meanwhile a barrage of meteors of pain and sorrow have struck planet heart, threatening to destroy it, decimate it and to defile my soul.

i sense a mental collapse incoming.
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2009-02-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

Time for the Emo Piece of Shit post of the week!

Thanks St Valentine, you gave me a good time,

making me feeling REALLY fine.

i am really used to being abandoned and left behind all alone.
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The Cliff.

you pulled me to the event, then right before the entrance,

you told me, "sorry, guess not."

then another person hobbles by,

and you grab him and run in.

then another day, you pulled me to the party, saying "sure let's go."

and at the doorstep of the party,

you said "sorry i am really sorry."

and then went off.

subsequently going somewhere else.

that's why..promises are lies.
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ORIENTATION IS OVER.

I AM SAD COS I NEED TO START MUGGING LIKE A RETARD.

oh well my life was near non-existent anyway.

I MISS OG7!

but houshun / alex / kenny really lighten the class mood up :)

let's enjoy the remainder of the 2 years! WOOHOO!

2009-02-08T00:53:00.003+08:00

went to bugis to do nothing at all..since i wasn't exactly told what to do.

clear stuff isn't that clear.

then met up with aileng at bugis

went for dinner and walked around kino in bugis..

the kino in bugis really non-existent o.O

then we went to the kino in liang court lol

all the jap light novels and manga omg! and the urban legend comic mags!

like dragon age! xD

my ct is 09s70!

at least i know most of the guys in my ct :)

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it's really getting depressing,

all that shit you're giving.

all the excuses you're spouting,

all the crap you're saying.

all that hope you're giving,

which you proceed to crushing.

stop it please.

stop it please.

stop it please.

a straightforward answer is what i am searching,

so stop all your endless babbling,

and give our story an ending.

2009-02-08T00:18:00.003+08:00

Me: "Can i cry?"

Me: "no you can't. you are a guy."

Me: "i am really breaking apart..i can't stand all this shit stacking up inside me."

Me: "You are a man."

Me: "before i am a man, i am a human. i have emotions."

Me: "then cry. and then be a man."

Me: "okay."

it's okay to cry.. right?

i don't know why, but i have so much stress that i self-inflicted that i am going crazy.

should i die?

2009-02-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

Orientation day 3!!

random talks in the morning that no one cares about, as usual.

then the cca exhibition :D

after that we had our og dinner!

lijie our ogl bought pizza and we ate at the tian tang! :D

now our og is much more enthu le =)

gossiped and talked random jc stuff from 5.30 to like 8.30 :O

so fun!

totally beat.

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Orientation day 4!

KI TALK IS CRAZY.

but it sounds kinda interesting and challenging =p

OG GAMES DAY! =D

WATER GAMES FTW! xD

our team's really unlucky anyway..losing to the most improbable circumstances..

think along the lines of "somehow we can keep losing in scissors paper stone o.O"

theres a lot of creative games like soap table hockey! xD

we got 10 / 30 points as of thursday lol but it was good fun =D

went to serene centre mac after the whole thing for mini-og dinner + pocheng AKA warren's little brother LOL

Played Zhong Ji Mi Ma! the forfeit was a mixture of coke / curry sauce / ketchup / chilli / bbq sauce! o.O

lucky i nvr drink..

warren and chuin yin both got stomachache HAHA

did random stuff like going to make friends with a nearby guy (met with some apparent hostile response), go in and hug a random person, frog jump around mac (which i did), ask for a random person's name, and going to the cashier ppl and saying "good job" and shaking their hands HAHA

<3 og7!
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Orientation Day 5!

if u thought KI was difficult, try doing a diagnostic test for bio on the first lecture of bio with absolutely zero bio background! =D

2.5hours break is fun. lol.

played bball! :D

need to learn how to maneuver..

GAMES DAY 2!

WATER SLIDE IS SUPER FUN! XD

sadly we didnt win anything today lol.

11 points / 45 points.. gg

zeren smashed his balls on the bench...ouch. >.>

og7 went for mass dinner at pizza hut @ j8! =D

after that went to some nearby park to play the playground and talk crap!

i have learnt that the merry go round is a dangerous device that could threaten to force your body to expel all that you have ate(and perhaps some innards if your unlucky.)

played around until 10.40 or so..

i miss the og! we are fun! XD

lijie's random talk about jc life is really funny haha

OG OUTING NEXT WEEK KAY! :D

overslept on the mrt zomg.

when i woke up, i saw this mrt guy talking to me saying "your the only one left. this mrt's gonna get locked."

wtf.

almost got locked in the mrt zz.

orientation is fun! :)

2009-02-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

Orientation Day 1!

Boring talks and blah blah all the way from the morning to like 1pm . -.-

note-worthy words of the day: biolozy, fukulty. x.x

orientation was alright..

i am in OG7 with warren / kelvin! :D

kelvin had a fever so he didnt come for the first day tho.

due to KI / SMTP tests, half of our group was gone..

thus very leng icebreakers indeed.

then we did sodache.

sodache.

cool french word?

nah.

SOngs DAnce and CHEers. =)

sang the rev-it-up song which is not exactly that high and adreneline-inducing.

and the very sad (almost like a break up song) song, Chang Yi Shou Hua Chu De Ge.

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Today!

did mass dances..

i totally can't dance x.x

did 2 solo dances and the infamous(famous?) pair dance.

oh the horror.

then we went to play games!

like ride-on-someone's-back-and-get-the-opponent's-cap, and 3legged soccer!

won only one game and tied one..lost 3 others..

4 points only o.O

my throat totally died from all the cheering :O

and i am dead beat T_T

tmr's CCA exhibition o.O
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I passed KI test!
:DD
now to see what subjects to take with KI..

2009-02-01T19:00:00.001+08:00

i guess i lost what's essential to a human.

2009-02-01T17:30:00.003+08:00

DunkIt@Chingay'09!

finally end my mental trauma.

it's really making me turn into a hikkikomori.

logistics department. =)

everyone.

hcjc c1! and regarding why i am holding yijiao's hand..

random pic taken by the friendly foreigner.

darn sore throat. -.-

and i got into orientation group 7! bleh 7 again.

i am just so unstable now..

i cant even concentrate on my violin. zz
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can't keep my farce up.

2009-01-31T00:20:00.002+08:00

feel so helpless,

feel so weak.

feel so insignificant,

someone no one needs.

feel like dying,

feel like crying,

feel like relishing my life,

so that i can escape this.
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For whose sake am i living for?

for my friends?

for my family?

oh.

right.

for myself.
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DunkIt@Chingay'09!

jaywalking in front of the police is fun. (:

running in the rain is cool.

rain is not fun.

especially if you have no wet weather plan other than "run for shelter."

=|

angry kid is angry.

RAGEMORE.

going into details warrants nothing but making me tired.

thus.

2009-01-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

576!

this year economy bad...plus many dear ones have left the world =(

chu er today!

my bro invited his underling's lion dance troupe to his house o.O

so cool to have one or two of those things dancing in your house xD

sheer win.

this dream is ending soon.

but will a miracle happen? =(

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RAHH BLISTERS AGAIN.

but i like to play bball =O

2009-01-27T21:19:00.001+08:00

2009-01-26T20:56:00.004+08:00

just found a cosplay site in japan..the photographers upload really great cosplay pics!

mpZero Blog

anyway i finally got past the "prologue phase" of fortune arterial!

here we see 3 of the 5 heroines in the game..

harem indeed.

the story's proving to be quite good and i find myself laughing at the randomness of the student council president (if only our school's president was HALF as interesting and effective and popular.)
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damn, got blisters on my feet just after 1 hour of bball downstairs..

swear i'll wear shoes instead of slippers to bball next time..

i got enough for my electric violin! yay!

2009-01-26T01:24:00.003+08:00

went to grandma's house for reunion dinner..

i think ziheng is the only young relative i actually get along with..

the rest just gets on my nerves -.-

his sis is kinda cute too! xD

took family photos!

Big Family photo!

all the grandsons..basically all my cousins =D

me my dad my mum and grandma xD

the only thing that pulls me through the years are my family i realised.

2009-01-25T22:56:00.004+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone =)

with the looming economic slump and recession imminent, we have tons of reasons to be happy for.

of course, not to mention our favorite tests and exams! =D
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Photo from sankaku complex:

"okay"
"will you touch it?"
"okay"
"thanks"

japanese tv shows are teaching kids all the wrong stuff..zomgggg

2009-01-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

Just watched College the movie!

damn. if only all universities were like that.

they made it seem as if u go to school just for all the booze and the parties o.O

probably the best thing in the world. (other than japanese high schools i guess =p)

"you are just a bunch of high school kids!"

i rather stay that way =)

i dont wanna grow up and face this cruel society =(

practical, selfish, greedy, heartless.

cruelty at its best.

and it swallows all that enters >.<

but theres no escaping that..

ah the melancholy.
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I don't know what to make of my life.

i think i am an epic failure.

i can talk to people, persuade, counsel,

and encourage.

yet i am defeated by myself.

smiling, giggling,

hiding everything in my heart.

so that no one would know of my pain.

or my inner turmoil.
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2009-01-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

radio rip of Strength by abingdon boys school is out in tokyotosho

like the song but i still prefer resonance by TM.R himself..this song's climax isnt that great but it could have cut it for the OP instead of Paper Moon by february6.

oh well.

waiting to feast my hands on gundam 00 2nd season tmr /drool.

2009-01-24T18:07:00.002+08:00

Also the vids of May'n at AFA'08 (anime festival asia 2008 @ suntec city)

Diamond Crevasse.

What 'bout my star.

Northern Cross.

WHY DID I NOT GO AFA WHY DID I NOT GO AFA WHY DID I NOT GO AFA.

ROAR.

doubt she'll be coming for this year's AFA =((

her songs rock.

wonder if they can try inviting stereopony over this year.. lol

or mizuki nana / hirano aya =D

2009-01-24T18:03:00.001+08:00

found this MAD of Lion, which is quite nice..

japanese are really good at making MADs..as opposed to AMVs from other countries.

2009-01-24T11:30:00.000+08:00

i hate myself.

laugh more.

2009-01-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

"we will ensure this is your most memorable CNY celebrations!"

yea it's definitely memorable..

who else gives you 1hr 40mins to walk around the cny stalls covering the land mass of around 1 olympic sized swimming pool?

ended up rotting around anyway =.=

the concert/performance was quite okay, with the PSG president being the vip. super o.O(we were speculating if he was some CEO of some secret organisation..think
gintama)

lao yu sheng! =D

we initiated the lao yu sheng by shouting first! wahahaha

the pictures say it all. XD

we fed half the plate of yu sheng to the table! =D how nice we are eh!
all the food cleared from the table account for a substantial portion of the yusheng given x.x

our class has fell into the dumps.

oh well..in with the new year and new class o.O

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dont feel like wasting 10dollars on trimming my hair so i d.i.y cut my own hair o.O

at least its not that thick now..

i have a bad feeling that the basin will be clogged.. lol

2009-01-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

the english diagnostic exercise was crap.

mcq testing on our mastery of the english language plus anagrams / word wheels / rephrased proverbs (some of the rephrased words i dont even understand wtf) =.=

then after that were the usual lectures..

then we decided to be extra and turn up for the bio lecture despite the obvious fact that we do not take bio..

as it turns out they were going to have an amazing race (class based)..so since our class have 4 people, as opposed to 30 ppl per class, we decided to give up after wasting 20mins of our lives and went on to play basketball for like 2 hours ..

playing bball everyday.. cos it just feels so boring at home x.x

totally forgot that theres violin makeup lessons today..but luckily i left at 4.40+ and reached the place just in time phew.

asked teacher if i could play the electric violin and he said i could! =D

weeeeee .. now to find one to buy..
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School rules are the worst invention in the world,

especially when the rules arent to your liking.

but what can we do?

we can only submit and comply.

viva la revolution?

nowadays people only want to viva la vida and live their lives. >.>
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Playing Fortune Arterial now.. visual novel =DD

anime + game = visual novel.

quite fun for now..but its in jap so i take like 5+secs to read each line >.<

screenshot of the title screen lol

harems ftw? lol

u have the moe, the tsundere, the loli, the bishoujos..what more can u want. xD

2009-01-20T19:45:00.001+08:00

Boring school life is boring. -.-

lectures are like totally like the much hated episode recaps in anime T_T

people hate them but they always insist on having them..(think naruto.)

=.=

2 things to note about JC:

1. Fierce DM is fierce.
2. JC canteen food is gg. =/

so we must act guai and sit when they say sit. =(

and i'd prefer highschool canteen over jc canteen anyday.

best part about jc?

old classmates and basketball =D

tmr is a good day.

go school at 9 -> go home at 11. =)

The Armed Forces sent me a mail..

scholarship for poly/ite -.-

totally no link =_=

rawr.

time to start doing paper 1/2 of 2007nypaper and paper 2 of 2008's. zzz

宿題をやりたくない。T_T

面倒臭いし。

いつもべっトに眠ればいい。＞＜

KI IS HARD.

the freaking selection test asked "Identify and evaluate the claims on the modes of knowledge between the East and the West." This was okay.

then.."Which mode of knowledge do you think is the best for surviving in today's world?" zzz

hopefully i can get it.. T_T
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Obama is taking the presidential seat today at 11pm! woohoo.

shall watch the inauguration speech and see if he can inspire me.

YES. WE. CAN.

2009-01-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

bought book 4-8 of kurokami, vol 1 of kuroshitsuji and for the free book i got 断罪者 vol. 1, which the person introduced as "quite nice as well"..

wanted gantz..but apparently due to its violent content its availability is severely limited and they only got vol 22 and 23..i want vol 1. =(

weird thing is that 断罪者 had 2 warning of “十八禁”　and "青少年不宜” but the auntie introduced it to me nevertheless... this is a bad thing and a good thing. =/

hope it'll make for good reads =D

yuna ito's singing the new ED for gundam 00 2nd season!

EDIT:Bleh Sunrise removed the ED! =(

Trust You - Yuna Ito!

her songs always rocked (well its ballad..but its not the point)

=D

Stereo Pony's Namida no Mukou, the 2nd OP for gundam 00 s2, has their pv released! =DD

STEREO PONY ROCKS =D

hitohira no hanabira is still nicer tho imo
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Gintama is still funny despite the major shift from more comedy to more action..which i really don't mind! xD

did anyone see jacky chan!?! LOL

Vegeta's Scouter!!! xD

ITS OVER 9000!!!!!

FREEZA VS HIJIKATA LOL

their references rock! xD

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on the other hand.....i have not even touched maths so i am screwed =/

2009-01-18T15:20:00.001+08:00

my whole body freaking aches >.>

a result of suddenly exercising after not doing any rigorous activity for the past 3 months -.-

DunkIt@Chingay Training day was a hard day ~

more so because of the basketball games in between and after x.x

thank god dhs isnt as big as hci lol

or the sheer moving around would have been disastrous. >.>

oh god i got to cut my hair today..

or i'll get detected by the discipline gang. >.<

and i'll go get my kurokami book 4-9 as well as either 1 book of gantz or zombie loan =D

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I don't know how chinese subbers can manage to sub at 2.5x the speed of english subbers o.O

chinese are more efficient in chinese? o.O

winter season is kinda dry..but i guess the hot shows from last season can push me on into spring! =D

2009-01-17T02:00:00.000+08:00

and Kuro Kami Ep 2~

they juxtaposed the death of mei-chan..and that means steiner/excel will show up in different ways =O

and WHY IS KEITA A EMO KID NOW INSTEAD OF THE COOL PUNK HE WAS!?!?!

rawr...

but since the story is different, it at least interests me to watch on =x

lets see how it goes.

EDIT: Whats with the sudden "KURO!" and synchronising like nobody's business?!?! x.x

2009-01-15T21:06:00.001+08:00

Aqua Timez's new single: Velonica is out! =D

A-side: Velonica
B-side:Kaori, Kanade Ai

album art!

velonica is nice and has those fast rapping parts as usual,

but i prefer natsu no kakera more to this..

though aqua timez's lyrics always have a lot of meaning behind them..

thats why i like em! =D

alones is still one of the best from them thus far tho
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School (unofficial) starts next monday 11am! hahahha

poor smtp peeps and ppl from class 401 402 403 404 414 from ny would have to come at 7.45 for that crappy talk..rofl

guess i'll go collect my results slip on monday then..

i am just that lazy. lol

finally catching up to gintama! 20+ more eps to go =.=

catching akane-iro ni somaru saka (the hill that is dyed red (rose madder to be precise) )

which i dropped previously due to the fact that its a typical bishoujo anime..

but i heard the sis fell in love with the bro..now that's interesting. ^^

2009-01-15T15:29:00.000+08:00

got a few anime violin scores from online! =D

true tear's op1: Reflectia
Naruto OP3:Blue Bird
Haruhi ED1: Hare Hare Yukai
Haruhi OP1:Bouken Deshou Deshou
Code Geass r2 OP1: O2
Code Geass r2 ED1: Shiawase Neiro
Code Geass OP1: Colors
Vampire Knight ED1:Still Doll
Bleach OP4: D-techno Life
Clannad OP1: Megumeru~2007 cuckool mix~
Gundam 00 OP2: Ash Like Snow
Gundam 00 ED2: Friends
Rental Magica ED1: Aruitekou
Claymore OP1: Raison D'etre

wooo hope i can master em all LOL

currently got blue bird and half of reflectia done..gotta work on transition notes..

2009-01-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

Soul eater's new ending is like the best song i heard from SE since resonance..

and both of the songs are sung by TM.Revolution! =D

even tho one is a cover band formed by him and the other is the person himself..

despite this, i am probably dropping soul eater for the 3rd time since i started..

cos its freaking draggy and boring.

moka is weak as hell -.-

2009-01-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

OKITA IS TOTALLY COOL in the shinsengumi discord arc! XD

shinsengumi is not just a pack of losers after all =D

yamazaki returning to life was lulz too hahaha

2009-01-14T16:38:00.000+08:00

watching gintama episodes raw has got to be one of the harder tasks >.>

other than the dear ny maths papers of course.

going to try Soul of the Ultimate Nation jp version..cos the tw version needed my id number as a taiwanese..which i obviously dont have. =.=

the download is 1.8gb wtf.

~_~

at least the gameplay looks good.

lots of ppl call this the next big thing in asia o.O

looks cool for me..

now to wait for the darn download o~(>.<)~o

2009-01-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

My brain has severely degenerated and is no longer capable of doing calculations..

thus i am ignoring the maths paper.

until the wretched thing known as time starts pushing me to the edge.

it always ends up like this huh. -.-

school is starting soon...

i wonder if i'll ever find another otaku like me. o.O

2009-01-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

maria holic OP1.

shaft is doing a great job as usual for OPs..

maid guitars ftw..i want one too =O

kinda a lag post but i was busy watching gintama!

now using chinese subs cos the english ones are lagging by almost a year's worth of eps (*o*)

i didnt go get my results again cos i am lazy.... =.=

2009-01-13T01:04:00.001+08:00

found a hare hare yukai by kururugi suzaku.. LOL

code geass hero to pop idol!?!? XD

2009-01-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

yay..and i overslept for o lvl's HCL!

=.=

gotta go back school collect cert tmr...

knew i shouldnt rely on the snooze function on my phone rawr

>.<

hope i get b3 and better!

i dun wanna take h1 chinese T_T

2009-01-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

well well..if its not Prince of Tennis.

well..its not.

its the Idiot of Badminton from Gintama! XD

2009-01-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

The Neo Armstrong Cyclone Jet Armstrong Cannon Returns! LOL

plagiarized by the evil organisation >.>

2009-01-11T20:39:00.001+08:00

"we found an organization that wants the battery."

"whats its name?"

"its Evil Organisation."

"what evil organisation?"

"its an evil organisation with the name Evil Organisation."

GG.

2009-01-11T18:09:00.001+08:00

Gundam 00 14 + the new OP! =D

still in process of getting it..but OP2 's up on youtube!

Louise Harlevy

Anew Returner

Marina Ismail

Feldt

fanservice ftw?

where is sumeragi? =/

these 4 are enough though.. they are all real pretty xD

basically it means the "random newcomer" to the ship's crew is going to be one of the main heroines i guess~

being a gundam fanboy myself i love the new OP for gundam 00!

i guess the first OP was more of harder impact while this is more emotional~

sadly this also means that the show is going to end in 2+ months time =/

2009-01-11T16:07:00.001+08:00

Mizuki Nana's new single's radio rip is out! and running on my blog lol

ignore the radio comments at the back =p

i
her new single's cover! =D

hirano aya and mizuki nana from the production of white album!

Moka Ayakashi x Haruhi Suzumiya/Konata!?!

makes me wanna watch white album more!

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And thus, the last week of holidays arrive.

2009-01-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

gintama never fails to amuse me. rofl

2009-01-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

The Hikkikomori

was late for violin lessons again

~(T_T)~

JLPT IS GETTING THE NERF-STICK WOO

well instead of 4 levels there will now be 5 levels to ensure transition between 2 and 3 is smoother..

cos apparently the current level 2 pwns all those who thought they owned 3(like me) and can own 2 as well.

the power level is..7000..8000...ITS OVER 9000 OF DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!

cant wait for o levels to come back to see how much deep shit i am in..

as well as jlpt 3 =D

i want to see if my "its easy" attitude will screw me upside down again.. -.-
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Screencap of the day: NICE BOAT FROM LINEBARRELS OF IRON ep 14!!

gonzo .. dont plagiarize school days!! AND ITS TOTALLY LINK-LESS! <~ x ~>

2009-01-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

ep 44. epic lols.

2009-01-09T20:40:00.001+08:00

Gintama ep 38!
snow festival..and thats what gin-chan can make =.=
maybe it really is just a cannon..

and i am just thinking dirty..

but ...

KORE WA OCHINCHIN JA NAI NO?

2009-01-09T19:19:00.001+08:00

Gintama makes me laugh like no show ever made me laugh before..

the 2nd best would have to be lucky star..

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Quote of the episode (35)

At the cat-girl who stole his wallet and scammed Shinpachi..

"its really okay..i won't hold anything against you..it was short..but it really made me feel like i had a real girlfriend."

*girl blushes*

"and i have one last thing to tell you..."

*girl stares*

"ITS ALL A LIE YOU DUMBASS! *beats her up*"

2009-01-09T18:23:00.001+08:00

4G class gathering yesterday!

take away the prcs..and we have almost half of our class (10 ppl) that came!

=D

sang karaoke at topone for 7 hours xD

then leonard and daoyi ran off

and lytien / girvan / basil came to eat dinner with us and play CS lol

i got owned o.O

too long nvr play le >.<

camping ftw! q(^.^)p

LOL

then we fooled around in the arcade for a while playing shoot the hoops lol

and i wasted money on the ufo catchers >.<

guess that time was just a fluke haha

we should really have more of such gatherings ww

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Mangas that i have set my eyes on:
Kuro Kami
Gantz
Yuutai Nova
Kaichou wa Maid-sama!
Kuroshitsuji
Ga-rei
Maria+Holic
Asu no Yoichi!
Zombie Loan
Mahou Tsukai Kurohime
Kannagi

anyone got any school life comedy / action shounen /seinen manga to recommend? =)

set to burn a hole in my wallet...lol